I get down recently.
as usual newcomer came here today.
i did expect that they who are high-scored students should be better speaker in English than me.
Of course, it is correct.
but the fact made me down.
I know depends on person, speed of imploving is different from others.
so it is not necessary to worry about it.
but I usually think about it.
I would be calm.
I remember now that my friend told me English is more difficult than I thought.
it is not good to be hurry to get my goal, I should keep studying except for changing my eay to study.